Thursday, November 16, 2006

Out of the Question?

So I read my horoscope today... and there was something that struck me as if a train had run right into my forehead. Yes, it was that intense.

It mentioned the feeling of feeling you have to lose something or give up something in order to gain something else. And I believe that is EXACTLY the struggle that I'm facing.

There is so much of my life that I want to change, be different or pursue. But why do we sometimes feel that it's only accomplishable by an independent drive? Why don't we feel the ability to balance our love and relationships with being self driven and directed on a one mind path? Is it because it IS impossible? Because you cannot allow yourself to be selfish while trying to fulfill the needs of someone you share a life with?

Or is it?

Is it something that only a few of us ever figures out... but when we do, whoever "they" are... they achieve the most complete fulfillment they ever imagined? The absolute best of both worlds?

But we are driven by our emotions, our hearts, our egos... can one person allow another person to find themselves, allow themselves to let go in order to let the person they love the most become the person they've always dreamed of becoming?

Or is this all just unattainable? Must we keep making mistakes in order to find out what we truly want in this life... and in that path, have to hurt and hurt others to achieve it?


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